Wednesday 28 March 2012

Chapter 5- Back Where I Started

Me and Itachi were now a couple.
We finished the mission pain had given us. Then it hit me. This was a test from pain... I failed it, I just oray that he doesn't realize what we did. 
We could see the Akatsuki up ahead.
"Itachi..." I stopped walking.
"Umm?" He stopped a little infront of me,
"Itachi... If anything happens you know I love you right?" Thinking about what Pain was going to do, tears came to my eyes.
"Yeah... What's wrong?" Itachi took my hand.
"Something terrible could happen.." I squeezed his hand tighter, "You can't say anything in there okay?" he nodded and he carried on towards the hideout.
We arrived at Pain's office.
"Here's the report" Itachi handed Pain a scroll
"That's good, I'll call for you both later" He took out another scroll and began  to write down something, "You can go..." Pain commanded not lifting his head from his work.
We were about to leave.
"You... Stay here..." Pain called out .
I froze on the spot. Itachi looked back.
"It's alright" I gave him a fake smile. i really hope he didn't notice.
He closed the door behind himself and left me and Pain alone

Itachi looked off, "What could cause her to make that kind of expression?" He ended up looking around for Deidara, He spotted Kisame, "Wheres Diedara?" He asked calmly.
"Deidara> He's probably in his room" He answered him in a confused tone.
Itachi walked away, straight to Deidara's room, he wasn't even there
Itachi searched for about half an hour until he finally found him He was walking with Konan and Hidan.
"Deidara!" Itachi called out to him.
Deidara turned around "Yeah>—".
Itachi cutt him off by pinning him to the wall,"Well tell me what's wrong with Shizuka".
Deidara gave him a funny look, "W-What do you mean?" he said nervously.
Itachi looked into Deidara's eyes and activated his Sharingan.
"... I can't say..." Deidara said without fear and got loose from His grip.
Itachi stood their puzzled.

Pain looked me up and down... inspecting me.
"What's that on your neck?" Pain's tone began to anger.
What?... I began to remember mine and Itachi's night together, I bet his kiss left a mark, "N-Nothing..." fear began to take over.
Pain got up, "It doesn't look like nothing" He held me against the wall.
"Pain... why do you always do this to me?" I asked him.
He hit me.
I fell to the floor and blacked out.
Several hours later i woke up in a familiar place...
It was where Pain Kept me.

I'm back where I started...

Wednesday 21 March 2012

Chapter 4- Notice my feelings

He started to get tired carrying me so we stopped and camped behind a waterfall. I sat down and huddled my knees to my chest and i started over thinking about how pain made me feel, how can someone I hate make me feel like this?It disgusted me. 
Itachi touched my shoulder which made me flinch. 
"s-sorry" I held his hand and he sat next to me. 
He allowed me to rest my head on his shoulder “I’m so, so sorry Itachi. I didn’t mean to make you angry” Tears were coming to my eyes.
"I’m the one who should be sorry, Shizuka. I didn’t mean to make you cry" Itachi said in a compassionate tone.

We sat in silence for a while.
"Did you really mean what you said to Kakashi?" I blushed.
"Every word" Itachi didn't waste anytime answering me.
From that point my head started to be filled with Itachi, I chuckled to myself.
"What's so funny?" Itachi asked me.
"n-nothing" I giggled.
He took my head protector off as if he was looking into my eyes, "Tell me" He said as he tilted my chin up.
i started to giggle in embarrassment. "I... I cant do this" I try to pull away, he won’t let me. He leaned down and gave me a mind blowing kiss. He hadn’t kissed me like that ever.  His hands explored the rest of my body. We both took our cloaks off and undressed eachother, breaking our kiss for a millisecond For the first time I felt like I was FINALLY where I was supposed to be. we explored eachothers body until i felt i was ready. There was no stopping either of us.
"Can I?" Itachi panted between our kiss.
I nodded my head as he adjusted himself before he entered me.
When he did the pain that it gave me brought teears to my eyes.
"a-are you okay?" Itachi stopped.
"y-yeah...." I held my tears back.
He didn't move for a while so i could adjust to his length. Itachi plastered my neck in kisses. Everywhere He touched felt like a stream of fire was left behind. I didn't waste anytime and felt every fiber of him. From his cold chiseled shoulders to his long silky hair. I pulled his hair out his ponytail , breaking our kiss for a moment but he didn't want to let go and latched straight back on. 
I told Itachi that i was ready, I gasped. He started to move a little faster. My hands reached to his shoulders and squeezed a little. He was so gentle with me, Like his unpredictable personality, It surprised me. Unlike Pain, who didn't even care how I felt. Not once did Pain kiss me with passion.
"I-Itachi" his name rose from deep inside me.
Itachi spotted my lack of concentration and his tongue explored my mouth. I fought back but obviously he won. Our moans battled against eachother. He continued with his rapid movements driving me over the edge until I felt my walls close around. Itachi's final thrust came. I never knew this is what its meant to feel like, My body ached for more but we were both completely spent. He slowly pulled out of me and rolled onto his back and we coiled up together.
I played with his chest, tracing his abs.
"Shizuka..." Itachi called to me
I let him know that I was listening to him.
"Do you remember what I look like?" I heard Itachi's heart skip a beat.
I sat on top of him with my legs straddled on his stomach. "Of course i do, I was 8 when my powers activated" My hands started to explore his features. starting at his head exploring his features.
"Your black silky hair" I twirled my fingers in his hair, "Your Dark eyes" I traced my fingers under his eyes, "Your pale lips..." I smoothed my fingers over his lips.
"I remember everything..." I gave him a soft kiss, my hair dangling over him like a hallway with just the two of us.
Itachi pulled me closer and gave me his most passionate kiss yet. 
He pulled away from me, "I love you" he whispered in a pant from the kiss.
"I've always loved you" i whispered back.
He swung his arms around me and cuddled till the next day

Saturday 17 March 2012

Chapter 3- ON A Mission

Months passed by in my time being with the Akatsuki , Deidara would sneak into my room. Who would think that me and him would become good friends... But It was about time i told him everything that has been happening.
"What's so urgent that you called for me at this hour?" Deidara walked in and closed the door without a sound.
"I think you should sit down..." I said in a serious tone.
Deidara walked quickly to my bed and sat down. "What is it?" his voice lowered.
"..." I didn't know what to say, I couldn't bring myself to tell him.
"Tell me" Deidara commanded.
I could hear the worry in his voice, "It's Pain... He" tears started to weld up in my eyes.
Deidara took me in his arms...
"Tell me..." He whispered.
"He's... been raping me..." I blubbered a silent cry.
"How long has this been going on?" Deidara's tone started ti anger.
"Since... The day i was captured.." I found myself in the corner of my bed.
Deidara had pushed me away to leave.
"No don't! He'll kill you!" I grabbed hold of him from behind.
"How dare he! How fucking dare he!" Deidara lost it and punched the wall.
"You can't let him know you know" I cried.
"Was you... When he first..." Deidara rested his head against the wall.
I stood in silence. I bet that said it all.
"How can you stand around and let it happen!?" Deidara turned to face me.
"What can I do I've tried to fight him off, all i do is end up with scars" I turned around and took my top off to show him the first scar Pain gave me. He gased and covered me back up.
"I can't believe I never noticed... All those times when he'd send everyone on a mission but you" Deidara's tone lowered to sadness.
"You needed to know... Just don't tell Itachi okay?" I asked him.
"I'm not promising anything" Deidara squeezed our hug tighter.


The next day pain didn't set any missions.
Deidara huffed, "I wonder what that fucker has instore for us" His tone filled with hatred,
I turned my head in his direction.
"oooh, that sour tone aye" Kisame chuckled.
"Who pissed in your cornflakes?" Hidan asked puzzled.
I threw something at Deidara, thankfully he got the message.
"nothing... just a bad mood that's all" Deidara's tone calmed.
Itachi walked in, and i felt my cheeks turn red, then my thoughts were over run with ones of Itachi.
Everyone greeted him coming back from a mission.
Ifelt Itachi's stare on me, just as I was about to say hello, 
Sasori walked in, "Shizuka... Pain wants a word" He said in his emotionless tone.
"...okay—" I was cut off by Deidara rising up.
I turned and walked out the room, Leaving everyone puzzled. I could hear Deidara losing it as I hurried to Pain's office. I walked in and shut the door quickly.
Pain's glare latched onto me, "I'm sending you on a mission..." Pain's tone rose a little.
What!? I thought to myself. I'm actually getting sent on a mission.
"Seen as you're our best retriever, I need you're skills to gather information on Kyuubi where abouts" he handed me a scroll.
"So you're sending me on a mission?" I couldn't help but be happy inside.
But all went dark.
"You'll be gone a couple of days..." Pain rose up out his seat and held my face in his hand. I knew I wouldn't get off that easily.
He kissed my neck, "Atleast pretend to enjoy it" He deepened.
This was the first time he was this gentle with me... This gave me a weird feeling.. I held his head and applied pressure.


The door knocked and Pain quickly returned to his seat.
"Come in" Pain adjusted his voice.
It was Itachi...
I lowered my head, "when shall I start the mission?" I coughed.
"You can head out right away" Pain replied.
I nodded and turned to leave the room, Itachi walked in and shut the door behind me.
My legs wobbled and I buckled. I can't get over the way pain made me feel. It Disgusted me.
Deidara stormed over to me, "Did he do anything to you!?" his concern rose.
"No he didn't do anything this time" I rose my head.
"Really?" Deidara asked surprise.
"I know, he's letting me go on a mission to, he thinks I'm best for the job" My somewhat happy tone returned.
"Who's going with you?" Deidara asked.
"I'm not sure..." I opened the scroll, "What does it say?"
"It's Itachi..."  Deidara's voice lowered.
"Don't make me laugh, you're a liar" I rolled the scroll back up.
"No really!" he took the scroll from me and made me feel over the kanji.
"No way! Really" I was shocked. Me and Itachi alone on a mission. But what was Pain's intentions? Either way I didn't care, I was with him.
Deidara walked me to my room, "Don't do anything that will make Pain hurt you okay?" Deidara warned me.
"I won't don't worry" I said quite happily.
That night we got ready to head out, re-stocked my kunai and shurikens. I met Itachi at the gate and I ended in a hot flush.
"Are you okay?" Itachi asked me putting his hat on.
"Y-yeah I'm okay..." I shuffled my feet.
It took the whole night to get the forest. I scanned the are while he used his sharingan.
"I counted 3 at 12 o'clock" Itachi's voice lowered.
"There's one sitting behind their formation" I said calmly, but my heart raced.
"...Okay we'll take them out" Itachi took out shuriken.
"Wait... I know who that is" I got up and ran out.
They charged at me but stopped when they realized who I was.
"Shizuka Aijin?" they all spoke.
"Sakura. Naruto. Sai" I nodded to each of them.
They took a step out their stance.
"Red clouds... A-are you part of the Akatsuki now?" Naruto spoke.
"I'm sorry that it came to this" I lowered my head.
"What are you doing here?" sakura's tone angered.
"..." I ignored her.
A ninja walked from the back, "they told us you were MIA" Kakashi's tone tensed up.
"I was kidnapped and forced to join the Akatsuki..." I turned my head slightly behind me.
"Who's with you?" Naruto shouted.
"n-no one" I stuttered.
"Get down!" Kakashi pulled his team down to the ground as 4 shuriken shot past.
I spun round to Itachi, "What are you doing!" I stood over them.
"They're Jeopardizing the mission" Itachi's tone angered.
"Just leave them alone okay!?" I therw my arms out to the side.
Naruto shot up and charged towards Itachi.
"Naruto stop!" I managed to grabbed his collar just in time, "Don't do anything stupid" I pulled him back.
"Shizuka... Come back with us..." Kakashi held out his hand.
Itachi pulled me back,"She;s staying with me" Itachi held me tight.
A deep blush fell over my face...
"I'm not going to hurt anyone in the village.. And neither will he" I reassured the team.
Itachi dragged me up to the trees and jumped with me across the trees while tears fell form my eyes...

Itachi-- Drunk



Today has been a long day. Most of the Akatsuki were awaiting orders. While we waited I trained with Deidara. He made me work up a sweat, oh how he pisses me off with his so called 'art'. He took to the sky and sent a C1 bird my way, I got rid of it with a few moves, i tend not to use my Kekkei Genaki without real purpose. I trained all day without getting a single mission from Pain. 

Itachi went on a mission so i probably wouldn't see him until midnight... Kisame strolled in like nothing happened.
"Where's Itachi?" I took a stance, looking away from Deidara.
"He has to complete a mission on his own" Kisame answered in a laid back tone.
I remained speechless, what could he be doing? I zoned out for a moment... Deidara didn't waste this opportunity and sent a C1 my way... then BOOM!
It hit the right side of my body, luckily i managed to absorb some of the blast using me Kekkei Genkai. He laughed away at the fact he landed a hit on me. It wasn't completely my fault but i couldn't help but be pissed
"Fuck you, you piece of shit" I said gasping for breath.
"My art does come in handy" he chuckled away.
That bastard won one over on me,
"Fuck You!" I stormed out to find some bandages for my wounds.
That Night
I needed a drink so i went to the bar, You'd think i was an alcoholic drinking on my own... But I needed it. I drank to my hearts content.
Sasori came strolling in, "Is it okay to drink on your own?" he said in his emotionless tone.
"I guess so... I'm doing it aren't I!?" I slurred my abuse at him.
Sasori sighed "You shouldn't drink anymore... You'll pass out..." he pulled my glass from me.
why was i drinking so much? well... I have no idea why i did? I rested my head on Sasori's shoulder and told him I'm sorry... God knows what for... I rose up and tried to head to my room. Holding onto the wall, trying yo walk, I stumbled down the hallway and fell through a door into someones room... It was Deidara's... When I stopped and took a  moment to see... he was masturbating.
He stopped "W-what are you doing in here!? Get out!" he yelled in an embarrassed tone.
I closed the door behind me and smirked. From the silence I guess he was shocked. I walked towards him and put my leg over him.
"what are yo—" I cut him off with a hot kiss.
"shhh" i giggled. 
I lay my body close to his. I hovered over him for a moment then i Pulled him up at an angle.
"what do you think your doing?" he let out.
"I came to play" i giggled, i pulled my other leg onto the bed and had his man hood at my entrance.
"You piss me off" I snarled.
I grabbed his hair and fucked him through my trousers. I guess he didn't mind... He didn't tell me to stop. I rocked my hips back and forth on his manhood. Deidara moaned. I just giggled in my drunkenness.
"Had enough?" I teased him.
"Itachi's gonna kill me" Deidara managed to slip ot between moans.
"No he won't I attacked you" my words slurred in giggles and lust. I crawled down his body and kissed his manhood.
"S-stop" he moaned.
I looked up, "don't piss me off" I snapped.
I took all of him in my mouth, blow after blow he moaned. He came in no time.
I spat out his cum, "I fucking hate you" I cleaned myself up and no a moment too soon i collapsed onto him.
The morning came, I looked around to find myself in Deidara's room. I snuck out. I had the worst hangover I've had in a while, I stunk of cum, sweat and alcohol... I looked around my room... 
"so Itachi didn't come back then..." I took my clothes off and my head protector covering my eyes, hopped in the shower  and cleaned every memory of the night away.
when I got out the shower I wrapped myself in my maroon towel and reached for the door handle... I felt like there was something wrong. I pulled a kunai out from the draw, I opened the door to see Itachi, my heart sank...
"where have you bee—"I was  cut off by Itachi pinning me my arms above my head, dropping my kunai to the shower floor.
"What happened last night?" Itachi was angry he had his sharingan activated.
"n-nothing..." my nervous tone probably gave me away.
"Why were you drinking so much!?" he squeezed my wrist tighter.
"I- I don't know..." I stuttered.
Itachi is so pissed right now. my towel dropped to the floor and he shoved his fingers in me, my body jurked.
"W-why are you doing this?" I gasped between each word.
"You need to be punished" He snapped at me.
His fingers played vigorously. I moaned so loud.
"what happened between you and Deidara" he snarled.
I thought shit... "nothing happened"... His fingers began to hurt me, but it still made me want him....
"I'll ask you one more time, what happened?" he was getting very impatient.
I still didn't answer him. My legs turned to jelly and I fell to the floor crying.
Itachi's sharingan deactivated and look at me with disgust. As i wept away on the floor where he left me, helpless and vulnerable. I got dressed and searched around the hideout for Itachi asking everyone, kisame to Sasori to Hidan. No one knew where he was, I ran up to Konan,
"Where's Itachi.. I need to find him" i rubbed my tears away.
"What happened?" she held me up.
"I-I've done something terrible.... where's Deidara?" I could tell this wasn't good.
"He's in the out door training room" Konan said in a worried tone.
I ran so fast... Probably the fastest I've ever ran in my life. I burst through the doors to hear kunai and shuriken colliding.
"what happened between you and Shizuka!?" Itachi shouted as he threw kunai.
"Why don't you ask her!?" Deidara sent C2 towards Itachi.
"YOU GUYS STOP!!" I shouted as loud as i could... Like i could stop them. 
They fought a while but i couldn't think of a way to stop them without hurting them both. They charged at each other.. I was forced to use me Kekkei Genkai. I put my thumbs together in opposite 'L' shapes and Created a vortex between them both stopped immediately, They knew how powerful this was. I released the vortex and fell to the floor.
Itachi didn't waste any time, "Why was she with you?"
"because you weren't around to please her" Deidara chuckled.
Itachi activated his sharingan. 
Deidara ran towards Itachi but the soon stopped in his tracks. I looked closer at Irachi and he was standing there motionless. Deidara's face looked petrified like he'd seen a ghost.
"No stop!" I ran inbetween the them.
Itachi didn't stop so i pushed him. "It wasn't his fault, if your going to blame anyone... Blame me" I shouted in Itachi's direciton.
"why did you do it?" Itachi deactivated his sharingan.
I guess he calmed down, " I don't know, I was drunk. He didn't stop me but I have no idea why i did it..."  a tear rolled down my face.
"Look I'm sorry I took advantage of her..." Deidara exclaimed.
"It was my fault... If I didn't drink as much as I did... and any man present with that opportunity would take it..." I explained.
Itachi looked at me... Not a word...
"Itachi... please forgive me... " I fell to my knees and bowed.
Deidara burst out " you're not even together are you!?"
I rose my head and faced him. "where the hell have you been!?" I yelled at him.
"No wayy... I new you had an eye i her.. but i thought you hated her...?" Deidara stared at Itachi.
I can't believe that Deidara didn't know we were together.
"everyone in the akatsuki knows" Itachi said emotionless as usual.
"That changes things.." Deidara walked towards us and kneels down next to me apologizing, " I had no Idea what happened between you two, I have been on a mission for weeks with Sasori... I'm really sorry" Deidara bowed his head...
Itachi moved so fast, gave Deidara a punch straight to his stomach. He coughed up blood... I flinched but he caressed my hair... 
"and you... I'm gonna fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk again" he held my chin up and teased me with a kiss.
That Night.
I felt a bit funny so i got into the shower... The next thing i knew someone was in the shower with me... obviously it was Itachi.
Again he pinned me against the wall.
"So you're attacking me in the shower" I raised my eyebrow.
"Seems like it" Itachi said with a smirk. He kissed me up and down my neck and put a finger up me, he went nice and slow for a change... Then  I remembered what he said to me earlier. It wasn't long before I moaned. He picked me up and slid me onto his manhood. It felt like I was in heaven, feeling him inside me. He started to move in and out of me, everything that happened melted away. But the romance slipped away... He pumped me hard, yet felt so good, my head went back in pleasure but it hit the wall. Itachi held me head and gave me a mind blowing kiss that made me forget about the pain of hitting my head. With the hot shower beating down on us made everything wetter. 
Itachi pulled away form the kiss and looked deep into my eyes. He broke out a smirk... That wasn't a good sign, he gave me the most passionate kiss he has given me then pulled out of me, settled me down then walked into the bedroom. I got up and turned the shower off then walked into the bedroom dripping. Itachi looked all smug sitting upright facing me.
"Do you really want to get me started?" my tone filled with lust.
"I guess I do" he chuckled.
what was he planning? I don't care. I climbed ontop  of him and kissed his neck and played around with his manhood. He suddenly flipped me over. He climbed down my body kissing every inch of skin till he met me womanhood. He let out a chuckle... I knew what was coming  and before i could think he kissed and tease me.
"I really hate you right now" I snapped.
Itachi chuckled again... And finally took a taste. I let out a moan. He started with a circular motion that drove me crazy, laughing in between each jerk and moan I made, He stopped for a moment and watched me.
"what the fuck are you waiting for!" I wanted him right now he needed to give me what i wanted.
Itachi looked at me, he loved touring me. It wasn't funny this time. I grabbed him but he was too strong for me and held me down. He teased me with a kiss.
"beg for me" Itachi's voice came to a low tone. I looked at him... I didn't want to beg no matter how much I wanted him. He started to finger me again, and I moaned,
"beg..." he grunted, then he slid his tongue in my mouth.
This time went crazy. He broke away.
"Itachi... Please" I gasped. His finger went faster,
"scream my name" he grunted and looked at me.
I couldn't take it anymore, "I-ITACHI!" my voice trembled, before I hit my climax he pulled his fingers out,
"I can't hold back anymore..." he gasped.
"looks like you're the one that gave in" I chuckled in victory.
Itachi adjusted himself at my womanhood. This was what I was waiting for the best thing he could give me. He slid into me and we both let out a moan of relief, he pumped me straight away. Both our moans clashed against eachother, he pulled out,
"turn around" he could barely get his words out. I obeyed him.
He slammed straight into me, I moaned my loudest. Itachi drew his finger up and down my spine, he knew that was one of my sweet spots, he licked and kissed my back which drove me over the edge, he stopped. Then the next thing I knew he doggied me, playing with my breasts with each thrust, he went the fastest he's had with me...
"Itachi!" His name broke away from my lips, I hit my climax and my face hit the pillow. But Itachi kept going,
"I-Itachi..." I couldn't help but love the way he didn't stop.
"S-Shizuka" Itachi moaned, then he filled me with his seed and collapsed on my back. Panting Heavily.
"If I can't walk tomorrow... I'll kill you the first chance i get" I mumbled under my breath.
"You would never kill me" he smirked to himself.


~The Next Morning~


Itachi had already left... No surprise there. Like Itachi promised I could barely walk. I  stumbled getting out of bed.
"fucking Bastard" i muttered to myself.
after my struggle i threw on some pajamas and headed to the kitchen for some coffee. Konan was there.
"Good Morni—" Konan cut me off.
"I see you and Itachi made up?" she said with a smirk leaning against the counter.
"W-what do you mean?" I stirred my coffee.
"We heard everything last night" she chuckled.
My face fell into a Deep red and i lowered my head. How embarrassing, Itachi probably planned this too.
Konan laughed away.

A Itachi lemon--Party


I did it. I had actually done it. I completed a very important mission last night, in retrieving information about the jinchÅ«riki. People still wonder how I do so well since I'm blind... but that's another story. I guess the information was useful since they threw me a party the following night. 
Deidara run into the room. 
"PARTY PARTY PARTY!!!" his voice echoed throughout the room. 
I muttered curse words under my breath I just wanted to relax. 
The party took place. 
I can see Itachi staring at me. Hidan was hitting on me as usual throwing pick up line after pick up line. 
Deidara stumbled up to me "come on have a drink, celebrate!" he shoved his drink in my direction. 
"I don't like drinking it messes up my senses" I answered. 
Deidara frowned and carried on drinking. I got bored with everyone having a good time so I snuck off and went for a walk around the hideout. As I walked I could see someone ahead... it was Itachi, I walked passed him he grabbed my arm. 
"Are you drunk?" the words spluttered out my mouth. 
Itachi kept quiet and dragged me somewhere. He pushed me inside, quickly following as he shut the door. It was his room. I knew it was because his smell lingered heavily. 
"Itachi, why am I here?" the words trembled from within me. 
He pinned me against the wall. 
"Haven't you guessed?" He breathed on my neck. 
"T-this isn't like you... I thought you hated me?" my heart is beating so loud. 
"I could never hate you" He said softly as he kissed my neck. 
I let out a soft moan as he bit into me. He suddenly pulled away, throwing me onto his bed. Between our heated moments our clothes made a pile on the floor. I realised how far we went. 
I put my hands on his chest to stop him, "This is out of the blue... I can't do this" my voice rattled in fear. 
"It's what we both want isn't it?" Itachi kissed my neck once again and rose to look at my frightened face. "What's the matter?" Itachi stopped. 
"I'm still a Virgin..." I blushed deep red. 
The silence fell. He resumed "I'll be gentle" he said softly. He sticks a finger in making my body tremble. 
"If you didn't want this would you act this way?" he chuckled. He continued. Eventually I got used to the pain. 
"I want you," he let out a small sigh, his Dark eyes staring into mine, melting my heart, "I want you more than anything, and I will have you. No mistake." 
He shoved himself into me, making me jerk in the immediate pain. I bit my lip to take away some of the pain. I squeezed the tears out of my eyes. After I while I felt the pain turn to pleasure. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore. I was getting more into it with every passing moment. Itachi knew, and I knew he knew. I told him he could pick up his pace, when he did I moaned so loud I was so sure that everyone in the hideout hear it. 
Itachi moaned " cum for me" his husky voice echoed. He pumped me harder and faster then I finally screamed his name. Itachi leaned down and gave me a kiss filled with passion, as he pulled away he moaned my name "S-Shizuka" It felt like hours before he came, his pace slowed down and came to a stop. He pulled out of me and collapsed next to me, shivers were sent down my spine. 
"I can't believe I done it with you" I rested my head on his chest. 
"Do you regret it?" he said in a saddend tone. 
"N-no... I'm glad it was you" my face heated up. 
He chuckled and kissed me sweetly, with that, I drifted off into a strangle pleasurable sleep. 

Friday 16 March 2012

Chapter 2- Introductions



It took several days before Pain finally introduced me to the rest of the Akatsuki.
"This is Shizuka Aijin" Pain took a step to the side and allowed me to step forward and bow.
"quite the looker ain't she?" someones voice shouted.
I felt Pain tense up, "Introduce yourselves" Pain pushed on.
All of the Akatsuki told me their names. Except one.
this persons presents felt extremely familiar... 
"Itachi?" I was puzzled.
Surely this is impossible.
Itachi Uchiha, here, infront of me. I heard his steps get closer.
"If it isn't Shizuka Aijin, If i knew it was you i would have kidnapped you myself" Itachi chuckled.
"I wish it was you that kidnapped me..." I could feel Pains glares on my back. Itachi Gave me a hug.
"Introductions are over, wait for me to give orders" Pain said turning around and to leave.
We all stood in a awkward silence.
"Can you even see?" Deidara burst out.
Everyone let out a sarcastic grunt.
"um.... not like you can..." I actually can't believe i answered him.
"Tell me how you see?..." Deidara asked.
"You really should read the stuff Pain gives you, seriously... She makes sounds which give off vibrations, it's called seismic sense.." Konan explained in a sarcastic tone.
"so what's this amazing power your mean to have?" Deidara broke the silence.
"Without sounding all technical... i can create vortexes..." i answered him.
"Use it on me" Hidan stood up form leaning against a counter.
"Impossible" I said with a chuckle.
"She's right you know" Konan defended me, "You really need to read the stuff Pain gives to you on new members".
"Alright, Alright... atleast give me a demonstration..." Hidan sighed In disappointment.
I made tiny sounds so i could see what was in the room, "Give me something" I asked them both.
Deidara and Hidan both looked around the room.
"here" Deidara stuffed his hand in his pocket and took out what seemed to be a bird.
"What is it?" i felt the mold in my hand.
"My work of art, amazing huh?" Deidara said with pride.
"This is art?" i questioned him.
Kisame and Hidan held Deidara back. so he sees his ability as art? Okay. I put the bird on the counter and stepped back. I made my hand Seal, a vortex appeared and sucked in his 'work of art'. Diedara stopped.
Konan and Itachi applauded me, it made be blush.
"Let me show you around" Itachi insisted.
I followed him. We walked around for a while. It was really bugging me.
"Why was it Pain that Kidnapped me?" asked in fear.
"I'm not sure... He never goes on missions himself" Itachi wondered.
Not long after my Tour came to and end, Tobi came running in our direction.
"Shizukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-san! Pain-samaa needs you!" Tobi's presents came and left like a whirlwind.
My heart sank.
"well... aren't you gonna go?" Itachi said staring off.
I turned to face him then turned around, "o-of course..." I started to walk towards Pains office.
When I got there my hand started to tremble as I reached for the door knob. The door swung open, Pain grabbed my wrist and dragged me in locking the door behind me.
"Let go of me" I begged and squirmed in his grasp. Tears were spilling down my face. 
He traced my tears down my face and licked my neck “I see you’ve already spotted what I want from you” he said caressing my neck and squeezed my throat a little.
"I-I haven't done anything wrong" I coughed my words passed his cold hands. 
My excuses didn't stop him. He threw me over his desk and carried without a care in the world. My Screams turned in to silent cries with each violent thrust he made into me. I was in pain than usual.He was huge, which made every motion painful for my tiny frame; tiny compared to him at least.
I looked around the room squirming around a little.
"Don't even think about running away" Pain's threatening words shot out between pants for air.
Anything to stop the pain… both physical and emotional. I couldn't do anything but hope that someone would interrupt. It Literally felt like a century before his final thrust into me, grunting with the effort. I screamed in both pleasure and pain as we both came for the last time.
He pulled out slowly and got up, leaving me half dressed over his desk. The shuffling made me see the satisfied smile on his face and I wanted to cry.“You can leave now if you wish, but If anyone finds out I'll kill you” Pain sat down.
My tears covered his desk, I rose up and wiped my face.
"If i see you talking to Itachi again... you know what to expect" Pain chuckled in victory as he watched me sort myself out.
I've never been so scared of anyone in my life. I ran out of his office and ran into Deidara. I buckled infront of him.
Deidara looked at me suspicion "a-are you alright?" he bent down to help me. 
He was one of the few people who knew how much I hated being part of the Akatsuki, he was like a brother to me. He carried me on his back for a while. I giggled and joke teasing him while he was carrying me.
"Well isn't that nice" a male voice shouted from behind us. 
I jumped down off Deidara's back.
“Wow… you are stupid” sneered Hidan, “Do you know what she does for Pain? He always brags to be about it”
Deidara raised an eyebrow. sometimes I'm glad he can't put stuff like this together. He seemed to be out of it but I knew.
"D-Don't be stupid" I chuckled nervously.
Hidan approached and grabbed my wrist.“Come on! I’ll show you what it’s like to feel a real man!” he said as he began to drag me to his room. 
“No!” I yelled as I struggled against him.
Deidara ran up and pushed him to the ground.
Ever since that incident happened I spent most of my time isolated from the group, especially Itachi, but Pain still continued to use me. And as usual no one would put the pieces together.

Chapter 1- Pain



i just finished an assignment for Tsunade. I put the pile on her desk, as usual she was in a bad mood ranting and raving. It doesn't bother me anymore. I zoned out, thinking about what the next mission could be.
"You can go home early tonight" Tsunade commanded.
I nodded and left. It started to get dark so I hurried home, I took out my note pad planning my schedule for tomorrow. I made a glass of orange juice, after I drank if I didn't feel too good...

I blacked out.

When I woke up I knew I wasn't at home. I was strapped to a chair all tied up, I called out but my voice just echoed into emptiness. I heard the door open and close... I held my breath. The foot steps walked towards me and walked a 1 and a half circle around me. Their steps stopped infront of me,
"Call me pain" the voice echoed.
"Pain?" I repeated.
we both stayed in silence. I was so sure he could hear my heart beat. Then I felt my arms loosen and the rope fell to the floor. I untied the one that strapped my legs to the chair and stood up.
"Why did you kidnap me?" I asked with assertion.
Pain stood in silence.
"Answer m" he interrupted me mid-sentence, and I fell to the floor. Pain grabbed my chin and held my face up. He grasped my top, took out a kunai & cut away my clothes. The torn material fell from my body, left with my binding around my chest, that's when i realized what he intended to do. Pain shoved my face into the wall violently. I cried out in pain. Blood trickled down my lip. Pain cut the bindings from my chest, he pressed hard enough to leave a trail of blood behind. I tried to get up and run away but Pain grabbed my throat & pushed me up he wall again.
"How can you be so cruel!?" I let out a cry.
"You don't know what cruel is" Pain snapped.
people entered the room... 3 of them guarded the door then 2 of them held me down, while Pain had his way with me. Pain grabbed my leg & pulled me around his waist. One of these guys was that was holding me down, absorbed alot om my chakra, I didn't have enough strength to fight him off. A tear slid down my cheek. I felt his hand on my leg. Before I knew it, my cloths were off. He pushed himself all the was inside me with one solid thrust. I let out a scream. Pain held a kunai to my neck.
"Please..... Don't" My voice trembled.
Pain ignored my pleads and continued to move in and out of me, my cries to help echoed, the five people that entered ignored me.... He finally came inside me, the nightmare finally came to an end. 
I coughed and whimpered as he pulled out of me, 
"Why am I here?" I coiled up, trying to cover my body.
"I heard you had amazing powers... You couldn't even fight me off..." Pain chuckled.
The 5 people that came left us alone.
"You belong to me... I'll come by soon and give you some fresh clothes" He turned away and Walked out. Locking the door behind Him.
I wept Where he left me.


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